for such a long time i thought i wasn't worth it. i didn't earn it. sure, i worked my ass off, but seriously, what would everybody else think....
what would "they" think if "they" found out we bought our dream house. a big house. with a fantastic view and a huge garden. "they" might be jealous and say nasty stuff to me. just like i've heard for so many times already when i started my business and during my life as an entrepeneur. and that sticks to me.
i couldn't shake it off. ofcourse we bought our dreamhouse. because Arjan isn't bothered by other peoples opinions. bless him.
but i still had some hurdles to overcome. mostly my own thought process. activated by remarks other people made. that stuck to my head and wouldn't leave.
people who are thinking negatively and shouting the loudest what they think of people spending their money. their own money. they worked extremely hard for. probably fueled by the green jealousy monster.
and i can't always manage my own thought process on my own. i love to work on me. how my mind works. how i react. what my pitfalls are and why i think the way i think or react the way i react.
my sweet (business) but also very personal life coach Nicole Offenberg keeps me on track. that was the best gift to myself the past year.
and i'm not 'finished' because i believe you are never 'finished'. there are always situations where you can learn from. become a better person, become a better mother. become a better ME. work on ME. loving me. (ohhh working on my Love Yourself More program as we speak!!)
knowing I AM ALOUD to buy this house and to enjoy it (and that crazy big garden) to the max. i am. i can. thank you so so so much Nicole, for walking this path with me <3.